Yes, I am in a foul mood

just in case you didn't pick up on it in my last post. 

Yes - I know the band is a tool.

Yes - I know that one has to use it in it's intended capacity for it to do it's job (just like any other tool)

Yes - I know the band restricts portion size which can reduce calorie intake

No - I am not  currently using the band as it was intended.

No - I am not making good food choices.

Will I make better food choices tomorrow?   Maybe, maybe not.  Either way I don't really care because at this point with yet another chance to see my family ruined and the awesome plans we had made for the kids' Christmas adventure also getting flushed down the toilet, having a fat ass is the least of my concerns.