A Boobie-Do

For the first time in my life, well, since puberty anyways...I have a boobie-do. I have huge boobs...I was a 38DDD. But since surgery and losing weight, I am now back down to a 38DD. And my belly sticks out farther than my boobies do.

I know I should be thankful for the weight-loss but even at my highest weight, I loved the ta-tas. Granted, they required an industrial strength over-the-shoulder-boulder-holder that was usually only available in white or nude and sometimes even black! But they kept me proportioned. They kept me curvy...like an hour glass even though I was am fat.

So while I could always deal with my wide hips and thunder thighs because I had the hooters to balace it all out, I don't have that anymore. My gut protrudes and I feel off and I hate it. I think I almost hate it more than my flatty (flabby & fat) upper arms.

I hope this stage passes soon and I get back my "normal" shape.

Will Zumba help? I don't know, but once again I lost 4lbs overnight and still love the class although doing the calypso steps is super hard for me...just not coordinated that way! LOL I wore shorts and a tank top because the room it's held in gets super hot. I have figureed out it's my form of self-torture. My thunder thighs, huge calves and flatty arms were so visible. The horror was enhanced by my if-I-was-any-paler-I'd-be-translucent skin. But that awful image in the full length across the room dance mirror is now my motivation. I am going to keep wearing shorts and and tank-top until I like the image reflected in that mirror. I just kinda feel sorry I'm torturing the rest of the participants. I hope they'll forgive me!

Well, I'm off to get ready for my first fill! Will update later!